There’s More

I was okay with being normal,

Hide in the back,

Nobody needs to see me,

I’m an imperfect being,

So why should I be the one to speak. 

Yet, that was just shame, guilt

and the spirit of fear

Trying to stop me from being 

Who He called me to be. 

I had one foot in, one out the door.

And so when He called me higher 

There was always an excuse.

I Didn’t believe I was worthy 

But now I’ve made up my mind

 to see this through. 

I have faith for more,

Even when I don’t understand it.

I have faith more.

Though it’s not easy to go up that mountain,

I have faith more. 

Despite the war between my flesh,

And the fear that plagues my mind.

I have faith for more. 

How crazy is it to believe 

what you’ve never seen done? 

To trust what your reasoning tells you not to.

To silence the voice of self-preservation

In order to access more. 

Like Moses, I want to be consumed by His light,

Overwhelmed by His presence. 

Undone until nothing else makes sense.

And to be okay with not being able to explain it,

But to simply have them witness it 

And seek Him. 

I have faith for more.